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[05 Feb 2008|10:55pm] |
Got my full time job back. No longer broke and miserableee.
My unit got our Alert Order (Iraq in 09!) Looks like I leave December 8th for mobilization, should be in Iraq by this time next year.
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Unless of course the new president decides to pull out. Which would be fine, just have to get knocked up so I can get out of the guard on a hardship discharge and move to a different country. No big deal.
Going to Florida the 15th to the 18th. Sweet weekend road trip.
Getting tattooed soon. It has been wayyy too long.
Cutting back my hours at Maguire's a LOT. Meaning I will actually have time for friends again :) Make plans with me.
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[22 Oct 2007|05:08pm] |
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Hands down the best birthday ever.
Being at the game last night was one of the MOST amazing things ever.
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[21 Oct 2007|01:52pm] |
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Today I turned 20, and I get to go to the Red Sox game :) Life is good.
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[25 Sep 2007|12:51pm] |
I miss having a best friend. Or 3 at once. Id settle for just one now.
I miss having a boy friend. Just one, I wish I never dumped him.
My job ends friday. One more paycheck and then Im fucked. Waittressing isnt that good.
Active duty maybe? Kind of lost right now, whatever.
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[23 Sep 2007|12:46am] |
SO far the only thing I dont like about Milford is the fact that we have yellow fire trucks. Like, really? Fire trucks are supposed to be red.
Ive only waittressed a few times, but I did pretty good. So far only one tables left under 20%. And they were foreign so it doesnt really count.
I realllly want to get deployed.
Im really sick of dirt balls resurfacing in my life.
BUT Im finally really happy with my life, shit bags cant bring me down.:)
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[04 Sep 2007|10:56pm] |
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So I am absolutely loving life.
I love my apartment, my roommate, my car and my jobs.
I just got a waittressing job at a wicked cute mexican restaraunt down the street. Its called the Alamo, and its got sweet paintings all over the walls with scenes from the alamo. Its pretty sweet, they hired me on the spot and I start training Monday morning. Come visit and eat burritos. I hope Im good at waittressing, Im pretty sure I will be. I also hope my orders get extended for ADSW, that would be amazing.
This weekends is going to be pretty tough, Saturday Im going to get a pig tattooed on my right foot, and something with Poppy on my left. Then Im going to stay the night at my grandmothers in Marshfield. Sunday is the one year anniversary/memorial mass for my Poppy. I cant imagine Ill be able to handle it very well, since I wasnt home for his funeral, thisll be the first time I really have to deal with the fact that hes really gone. My Poppy was so important to me, I cant even handle thinking that hes really dead. Ive just been putting it on a back burner in denial for the past year. Ugh. Hopefully Ill still be loving life after that.
"Friends" keep fucking me over a lot lately, but I really dont care, Thank you for helping me weed you out of my life. I dont need dirt bags taking up my time. Lifes too fucking precious to waste my time with people that are shitty. I know when it comes down to it Im a good person, and a good friend. And people that can just stop talking to me, or take for granted the fact that Im here- I really dont need or want you in my life.
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I AM SO EXCITED
this week/weekend I will be moving to MILFORD with a friend of mine from my unit. The apartment is INCREDIBLE. Huge kitchen, washer and dryer in the unit (wont have to pay for laundry), cutest little front porch, off street parking, first floor. It is just awesome. My bedroom is like twice the size of what I have now, with windows! (which I don't have right now) Like five minutes from 495. My roommate is awesome, we get along great. Shes been living there a while, and needs a new roommate so I don't even have to worry about first, last and security bullshit. Supposedly our landlord is awesome, lives right upstairs so thats good in case any problems arise. I am so happy it's exactly what I want. I can not wait to be away from home, distance myself from the shit bags that have been in my life.
Over the past few weeks a decent sized handful of my friends have decided that I'm obviously too much of a shit bag to stay in their lives. And you know what? I REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I did at first, but not anymore. I don't need you, and don't want you in my life. Things are really looking up and moving in the direction I want them to, so I am obviously better off with out you.
I'm thinking this weekend will be spent moving in, and then the following weekend will be housewarming party time :) get ready kids.
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[02 Aug 2007|12:04am] |
So
I work tuesday-thursday 6/7am-4/5pm. fridays 6am-9/11pm. and sunday nights. im busy, but finally making good money.
I love my car. Bernard's the only man for me. (Bernard is my car) Im trying to be celabet. The only guys that ever like me have girlfriends or wives and just wanna bang. I want substance, I want someone to cuddle with. I want hand holding. And sex on a regular basis.
Ive been rediculously mad for the past month or so. But now Im just amused. Just thinking back to this time last year. Thinking I was with friends that would be there forever. The biggest wastes of times are the people you spend the most time with. I plan on living my life pretending that if I dont let anyone get too close, I wont get too hurt. Thats the plan.
Im going to start taking a certificate program at Boston University, in Paralegal. That'll run until December 15th, and then Im going to try and take maybe online courses for criminal justice. Hopefully go to Iraq, do more online courses. come home close to having a degree. Be a sweet paralegal, meet and fall in love with a hotshot lawyer or hott cop and then be a housewife/weekend warrior. Thats the life plan as of right now.
Getting tattooed Saturday :) prettttty excited.
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[20 Jun 2007|07:32pm] |
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v235/edgerose/NEWCAR001.jpg">
MINE :)
makes me so happy.
tomorrow is mr.keach's wake. going to suck.
friday is the funeral. as many memories i have of my dad before my parents split i have of mr.keach. he was really nice, sucks that hes dead. refusing to let it get to me.
SATURDAY MOLLY AND I ARE GONNA GO SEE SKOOCH :)
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[26 May 2007|01:00am] |
I like online poker, i like money, i like that new XXX vitamin water. And i like that boy that i dumped in march.
It is completely and utterly impossible for me to realise what i have when i have it.
I read this thing about Libras today, and laughed so hard because its so dead on. About Libras 'repulsion to ugly things' SO ME.
I am a shallow fuck. When i grow up i want the yellow house white picket fence two car garage 2.5 beautiful children american dream. i thought i did. And so falling for a guy that worked 3 days a week and smoked pot every day just did not fit in that picture. So first chance out i took it. and now i am slowly realising that it wasn't him i was afraid of falling for, it was falling for anyone in general. i realise now that he was so much better than i let myself see. He called me beautiful. Hated falling asleep without saying goodnight to me. Seriously liked me and seeing me. Sounds like he must be blind deaf and dumb, but he wasnt he was just perfect for me.
And now its summer and he just wants to have fun.
what the fuck do i do?
in other news. i leave for AT on tuesday. or maybe wednesday- god only knows! Natl guard is awful with planning. And i am NOT working until then. SO people should hang out with me. AND i plan on buying a car when i get home in 3 weeks. So fun please come back to me.
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[12 May 2007|03:20am] |
a good 95% of the time im miserable.
i work, i sleep, i eat. thats what my life is now. once in a while ill hang out with ian or laura, and not very often ill see cassi dana or steph. but thats it. i still dont have a car.
for the millionth time im giving up on guys. its impossible for me to just allow a guy to like me, i have to ruin it. yeah if it was meant to be itd work out. but fuck that.
im done with pretending to be friends with people. i deleted like 50 people off my myspace friends. i stopped caring about having aquiantances.
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[04 Apr 2007|02:44pm] |
Andrew WK Pep Rally 2007
Bayside
Bearfort
Between the Trees
Biker Women
Boys Like Girls
Captured by Robots
Cartel
Cute is What We Aim For
DJ Prime
Elmo's Big Band
Forgive Durden
Great American Freedom Machine
Hellogoodbye
High Class Elite
Hit the Lights
Hot Like A Robot
Hot Rod Circuit
Houston Calls
Jeffree Star
Just Surrender
Kelly Performing Shoes
Limbeck
Lordi
Lydia
Madina Lake
Making Babies
Manchester Orchestra
Maylene & the Sons of Disaster
Meg & Dia
Men Women & Children
Moros Eros
New Atlantic
New Found Glory
Paramore
Patent Pending
Phil Bensen
PlayRadioPlay
Ronnie Day
Rookie Of The Year
Saves The Day
Say Anything
Secondhand Serenade
Silverstein
So They Say
The Almost
The Audition
The Cribs
The Forecast
The Locals
The Receiving End of Sirens
The Rocket Summer
The Spill Canvas
The Starting Line
The Sunstreak
This Providence
Valencia
Whole Wheat Bread with
Rob Base & DJ EZRock
Yesterday's 2morrow
30 days until that show in New Jersey with Laura. SO BEYOND EXCITED.
all i do these days is work and hang out with my sweetheart, steph, occasionally laura, and my brother.
lifes good.
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[06 Mar 2007|11:18pm] |
As good as my life is right now, its really hard trying not to miss the past.
I want the summer back so bad.
I miss best friends. Its hard not having that best friend that knows you inside and out, even if they hurt you a lot.
Im not really sure if Ill ever be 100% happy with any decision I ever make, and that drives me crazy.
Id also kill to have BCT back. I miss living and learning with 58 of the best people Ive ever met.
Being home depresses the hell out of me.
I need an apt and roommates, this alone time kills me.
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[23 Feb 2007|02:34pm] |
SO.
my life is pretty good.
BOYFRIEND(weird, me with a boyfriend?wtf) is pretty amazing. knowing him makes me smile 3x as much as i did before i knew him.
i also get hit on 3x as much now that im not single, ha.
I hate my job, but whatever. there are a few people that i dont see nearly as much as i wish i did. as soon as my tax return comes in ill be buying a new car, and seeing everyone.
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[14 Feb 2007|05:52pm] |
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ofcourse when i have a valentine the roads are ice and i cant go see him. what great luck.
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[14 Feb 2007|02:09am] |
I am so psyched on having a valentine this year. This one seems to be a keeper.
The future is looking so bright. I know something bad is going to happen soon, just fact of life. but i dont even care, just taking advantage of this good time now.
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[12 Feb 2007|03:14pm] |
Things seem to be falling into place.
just need to see more of my top 8.
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[10 Feb 2007|02:41am] |
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crushes are so good in 07.
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[09 Feb 2007|02:35am] |
tonight was soo fun.
such a good mood. clubbin with laura steph vinny and landon? i think that was his name. walking it out, soo good.
i love my life right now.
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